About Me *^^*
i really really luv super junior!! my fave is heechul, yesung, n ryeowook! teehee~
n umm..i luv to write stories n desing clothes ^^!
in this blog, i'll be putting my clothes designs, azn dramas n movies recommendations, song downloads, my stories, etc..
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Azn Dramas n movies I've watched ^.^
Here are some dramas i've watched, some are korean and some are japanese.. I recommend u to watch some of it, i'll post the details about teh dramas, k? o(^.^)o- Hanazakari No Kimitachi E
- Hana Yori Dango
- Nodame Cantabile
- Gokusen
- I am Sam
- Yamada Taro Monogatari
- Yukan Club
- Tantei Gakuen Q
- Ichi Ritoru No Namida
- Gakko Ja Oshireranai!
- Cat Street
- Kurosagi
- 18 vs 29
- Full House
- Goong/ Princess Hour
- Seigi No Mikata
- Zettai Kareshi
- Dragon Zakura
- Nobuta Wo Produce
- Brother Beat
- Yasuko To Kenji
- Bambino!
- Boku To Kanojo No XXX
- Hanyome To Papa
- My Boss My Hero
- Ryokiteki Na Kanojo!
- Tsubasa No Oreta Tenshitachi
- At Home Dad
- Seito Shokun
- Sassy Girl Choon-yang MOVIES:
- DoReMiFaSoLaTiDo
- My Sassy Girl
- 2 Faces Of My Girlfriend
- Windstruck
- Please Teach Me English
- Nana
- Hana Yori Dango Final
- Virgin Snow
- Unstoppable Marriage
- L Change The World
- Lovely Complex
- Death Note
- Ichi Ritoru No Namida the Movie
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Friday, April 16, 2010
I just wanna live a happy life..
I love my family even though sometimes I feel like I just wanna live without them. I'm sure everyone feels like that sometimes, right? My heart beats for my family, but I have to say, sometimes, it doesn't beat for them, more for my..dreams. I have dreams of becoming a writer and fashion designer, and I'm sure on the way to become one. Well, my dreams are like my life purpose, if I didn't have a dream, I'll probably be dead by now, and I'm NOT kidding. I would have killed myself, remember I wrote about almost killing myself? But guess what stopped me? Yup, my dreams. I wanna know how it feels like to be a writer/ fashion designer. I'm still..13, there are still things I wanna experience..like..well, my dreams. So I guess, my heart beats mostly for my dreams. Family IS important, but I feel like..they're slowly abandoning me or something, and maybe it's all because of..money?! I know there are tons of families out there that are also having a financial problem, including MY family. Everyday, I hear my parents say "we have no money" AND IT'S MAKING ME FREAKING SICK.
If you look at me, I don't think you'll know my family is actually kind of poor. I actually have nice clothes, and a lot of people had said "I love your outfit" to me. So you can't really tell that my family is not rich. So when I'm at school or some other place other than my house, I actually feel..like I'm not poor, because a lot of people keep saying "I love your outfit", "I love your shirt" and all those stuff, and actually, those compliments also kept me alive. But when I step in to my house, I realized that I am not rich. I mean, I get it, money can't buy happiness. But still, I'm just so so sick of hearing my parents saying we don't have money. I know, so stop saying that. I'm just 13 and I just wanna be a normal teenager, I wanna live my life happily as a teenager, okay? I know we don't have money, that's why I'm saving up some money so when I want something, I can buy it myself, and I finished my first book. I stil need to edit it though, but after that, I'll publish it, well I hope I can, so wish me luck. See? I'm helping too. SO STOP TELLING ME WE DON'T HAVE MONEY.
I always try to look at the bright side of everything, but it seems like it's not really helping. Guess what helps? 1 word: MUSIC. I never cared about music until I was in 5th grade. Since then, it means everything to me, and music's another thing that kept me alive. Jrock..Kpop..they play a HUGE role in my life, they make me happy when I'm down, really. Everyday I listen to my obsession..I listen to SHINee..U-kiss and tons of other singer. I watch their TV shows, and they always make me laugh, well, their job is to entertain people after all. I can't imagine my life without..music.
SO, everyday I keep thinking if I'll ever be happy and live a happy life. Maybe one day I will, that one day when I reach my dream, the goal of my life. It looks like my family's not really helping, and I said it feels like they're slowly abandoning me, right? Well..I've been fighting with my family lately, and it's all because of a small thing. Just a few days ago, my dad yelled at me, and now me and my sister are fighting, which makes my mom mad at me, and all this makes me..C.R.Y! And when I cry, I start thinking about all the bad things in my life, which makes me freaking depressed again, which makes me wanna die and end.my.life..AGAIN! But when I'm all happy, I think about the good things in my life which makes me really hyper and NOT depressed, which makes me wanna continue my life till the very end. So I guess I just need to be happy all the time. But my family's not really helping, they've been making me feel sad..which..yeah, you know.
Well, thank you everyone for always making me happy. And I said that not because I wanna kill myself or something, I still haven't reach my dreams, so yeah. I just said that because..well, I just wanna thank you. THANK YOU SO SO MUCH~ ♥ And one thing I like about school is that people always give me compliments and compliments kept me alive, so thank you.
Oh, I (sort of) know that feeling (I don't feel that I can totally say I know it considering our situations are/were different). When I was still living with my parents, it always made me a little sad and scared when I heard them talking about money problems. I think the feeling is understandable, because nobody wants anything bad to happen to them and their family, and wants everything to stay happy. And I had other family troubles too, so...
Keep working hard, and never forget your dreams. There is nothing wrong with chasing after them! When you are feeling sad, remember the things that make you happy. I think that most things will work out with time.
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megan, at
April 16, 2010 at 8:51 PM
bloghopping^^
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April 21, 2012 at 11:26 AM
Monday, November 23, 2009
SOO HYPER!!! ♥ + haircut!!
Soo..Why am I hyper?? O_O Well, I, myself dun really know xDD I'm just SOO EXCITED for "Black Friday"..The best day for..SHOPPING!! YESH SHOP SHOP SHOP!! ♥ :D Soo..I'm going to Kohl's (with sis dad n mom too) to..SHOP!! Its gonna open at 4AM!! So I'll have to wake up superrr early >.< But u kno what?? Its definitely worth it!! I dun care how early I hav to wake up..what I care about is the shopping part yo~ :3 Wooo~ Cant wait to do some CRAZEHH shopping :DDDD
Also..Mom might buy mehh some stuff from Lemoncookie, Rowky, Arishop, Cookieholic..all those Korean shopping websites :D Maybe..just maybe.. But I just hope that she WILL buy stuff from those websites >.< CUZ I FREAKING LOVEEE THE CLOTHES FROM THOSE WEBSITES!! O_O *stares* So yeahh...I really really hopeeeeeee that mom will buy me stuff.. Also!!! I know for SURE that she WILL buy me this.. CLICK ME~ Woo so excited :P
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Umm so guyzzz...I'm in desperate need of a new HAIRCUT!! Yay..its that time again.. :3 Its been 3 months since I last got my haircut..so its time to get a new fresh haircut!! ^_^ My hair ish getting longer..n nooo thanks~ I dun want a long hair!! Well..I do...want long hair wig :P Anywayzz, I've been looking around for some hairstyle pics.. I'm really into Park Yong Hee's hairstlye <--- my faveeeee Ulzzang ♥ I was gonna cut my hair lyk that..3 months ago..But I didnt..N I still really like that hairstyle.. SOO!! I found 4 really kewlll hairstyles..n I cant chose one!! So in Asiajam forum..I asked for some help..CLICK ME~ (my username ish: iLOVEsuju~ scroll downnnn!! :D) SO YEAH!! Those r the 4 hairstyles!! >.<
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OH YA!! I miss my "jrock" times.. So tonight I'm listening to ALLLL my faves Jrock songs :DDDD Yay~ Jrock is ♥♥♥♥♥ yeshh!! 4 hearts :3 I freaking loveee jrock ^_^ Soo...HERE'S THE SONG OF THE DAY!!:
Yokohama Love Story by Charlotte
*n about the epic thing that happened on Sunday..I'll post the story tomorrow O_O sorry not today*
Posted by: KatsumiNoDini
Sunday, November 22, 2009
More updates??
Well I have a journal too and I havent write in my journal for a month and I also promise to myself that I'll start writing in my journal again..starting tomorrow ^___^v Sooo yeah..I'm gonna start writing here in maii blog n my journal again :D Yesh its gonna be TONS of writing but I luvv writing...So I just have to organize my time and make it more..convenient! :D Okaii..thats all for now..For the next post which i'll probably write tomorrow, Its gonna be a special one..ITS GONNA BE LONGGG!!! So just wait for it ^_-
Song of the day: You and I by Park Bom
(yesh I'm also gonna start the "song of the day" thingie..I do it on my journal too :D)
posted by: KatsumiNoDini
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
2PM IS BACK!! ^_^ ♥
2PM...THEY'RE BACK!! ^^ Yay~ The expected release date for their 1st album is November 16!! But you can pre-order it!!!
Well, I know that some of the Hottests are there are "boycotting". In case you don't know what I'm talking about, here's the info from soompi forum:
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Hey there..... Don't know if any of you had heard that 2PM right now are recording for the next album. Not only that, they also rerecording Jay's part. So now, they have 2 versions of the songs. One with Jay in it and the other one without Jay in it.
So, why do JYPE do this? Well from what i can see is that they are 'testing' the Hottests. They want to see if the Hottests are LOYAL to jay and we will not fall for that. Why you ask? this is why:
1. If the comeback album is doing well without Jay, 2PM will go on without Jay. JYPE would NOT bring Jay back.
2. If the comeback album do not do well without Jay, JYPE will bring Jay back and 2PM will continue with Jay.
So, this is what we should do then:
Hottests to CONTINUE with the BOYCOTTS
If you can't do that, then RESPECT the BOYCOTTS and the other HOTTESTS' decisions.
This is what the KHOTTESTS going to do and I personally SUPPORT them with this.
This is a very painful thing to the HOTTESTS, it is not easy for them to do this. But this is one and only way to bring jay back to his brothers.
p.s: For those who do not believe this, suit your selves as I am not forcing anybody into this. I am here just to tell people what is really going on. As for me, I believe those who give the people this information. I believe in them. I believe this is right..
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So some Hottests out there are boycotting. I WAS part of it, but then I realized that I think it won't really help. Also, I can't really resist it anymore..I feel like I..MUST buy their new album, it's just too good. Of course, I miss Jay. I'm sure every Hottests out there misses Jay! Who doesn't? I mean, he's the leader, and without him, it feels like there's something missing, ring? Maybe some of you still supports the boycotting..and I won't hate you for that. Boycotting is definitely legal, so there's nothing wrong with that.. But I just think that It doesn't really show our love for 2PM ♥ I totally understand if you have a different opinion, I'm not against you ^^v I miss Jay too, and really wish him to come back. But I'll still love 2PM no matter what
Anyway, their 1st album won't be released until next week. So be patient :P Also, here are the infos on the album ♥ ♪:
2PM Vol. 1
The beastly idols are back!!
After two months of hand-wrenching drama, 2PM is making a comeback with their first full-length album. Though the future and member count of 2PM are still up in the air, Korea's favorite beast idols have persevered through the trials to return as a stronger group. 2PM's new single "Tired of Waiting" is another hit from the composer of "I Hate You". Similar in style to the group's previous hits, the strong electro and R&B number has a catchy composition and pulsating dance beats. Tracks with Jae Beom that were recorded prior to his departure are expected to be included in the album.
Track List-
2PM 1집
01. My Heart
02. Heartbeat
03. 기다리다 지친다
04. 너에게 미쳤었다
05. Gimme the light
06. Back 2U
07. All night long
08. Heartbeat (Red light mix)
09. 10점 만점에 10점 (10/10)
10. Only you (Acoustic mix)
11. Again&again
12. 니가밉다 (Lounge mix)
13. 돌아올지도 몰라 (Bossa nova mix)
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I think they look very different O_O Especially Nichkhun..he's still hawt though
ALSO!! 2AM is also making comeback I don't really know the detail yet though.. But here are some infos! Credit to Allkpop.com
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Looks like JYP is finally serious about pushing his boy bands to the forefront. JYP Entertainment stated, "Moving forward we are going ALL IN with 2AM and 2PM. With this comeback, they will definitely make a mark and put them on the map with the other top idol groups."
2AM will be making a comeback possibly as early as mid this month, and 2PM is scheduled for an April comeback.
ALL IN huh? Good intentions, but going all in with the equivalent of a 7-2 off suit isn't exactly the smartest move. Then again, neither is saying this when I'm going to meet up with 2PM at the MTV Studios in 4 days. But it's ok, I'll take my chances with the Wonder Girls.
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2PM (& 2AM) HWAITING!!!! ♥♥
**Heartbeat**
**Tired Of Waiting**
Songs about Jay, eh? ^^
Thursday, October 15, 2009
HOTTESTS!!! LETS WORK TOGETHER AND BRING JAY BACK!! ^_^
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Don't know if any of you had heard that 2PM right now are recording for the next album. Not only that, they also rerecording Jay's part. So now, they have 2 versions of the songs. One with Jay in it and the other one without Jay in it.
So, why do JYPE do this? Well from what i can see is that they are 'testing' the Hottests. They want to see if the Hottests are LOYAL to jay and we will not fall for that. Why you ask? this is why:
1. If the comeback album is doing well without Jay, 2PM will go on without Jay. JYPE would NOT bring Jay back.
2. If the comeback album do not do well without Jay, JYPE will bring Jay back and 2PM will continue with Jay.
So, this is what we should do then:
Hottests to CONTINUE with the BOYCOTTS
If you can't do that, then RESPECT the BOYCOTTS and the other HOTTESTS' decisions.
This is what the KHOTTESTS going to do and I personally SUPPORT them with this.
This is a very painful thing to the HOTTESTS, it is not easy for them to do this. But this is one and only way to bring jay back to his brothers.
(I got this from iamafighterforjaypark.blogspot.com SHANKYUU~!! ^^)
~ 2PM IS ♥ ~
posted by: KatsumiNoDini
Labels: Jaebeom Jay 2PM please come back Hottests JYP boycott
Monday, October 12, 2009
I'm in a superr good mood ^_^b
anywayzzz!!! I have nooo idea why i'm in SUCH A GREATTTT MOOD!!! mmm..maybe ish because of the things at school that had happened in the past few days..this that this that, all those craps that are not craps (lolwtf xD).. strangely, I'm starting to love school again!! I WILL NOT PUT DETAILS HERE!!! if you really wanna kno wat happened then just stalk m ._. or if you ever go to aj forum, you should find a thread about it.. well, i dun wanna give u much information -_-''
sooo yesh, school had been crazy~~~~~ AND I'M LOVING THE HEALTH CLASS HAHA!! we're talking about "Family life and human sexuality" right now..mmmm~ LOL XD yep, health class is sooooo fun!! SERIOUSLY!! ^_^b i've had the teacher since 6th grade, he's definitely one of the best teacher EVER!!! WOO HE ROCKS MY SOXX!! :P sooo yeah, FLHS, such a nice topic... n its so funny that my teacher always said "Don't have sex" before we left the class ahahhaha~ thats definitely a nice message, for real!! i mean, after i learn all these flhs stuff, it really made me think ^^ every year its just getting deeper!! being an 8th grade is soo funn haha!! we got to see vids that the 6th or 7th graders are not allowed to see (in health class).. I LOVEEE HEALTH CLASS, but sadly.. health class is only for 1 marking period which is 9 weeks.. then after the 9 weeks, P.E.!! how fun -_-'' I HATE PE!!!!! *13 days left of health class* AWWWW >-<
OH YA!! we also learned about the process of child birth >:D it was a really really great topic~ x3 some of my friends was like "OMG O_O i'm sooo not having a child".. we talked about the c sections, all those kind of stuff.. whew~~ maybe i'm not a child, cuz its just..scary O_O;; well i dont need to think about those stuff now..I'M JUST 13!!! i still have a longggg way to go ne~~
so again, why am i in a good mood? I'm not sure.. hmm didnt i say its because of school?? HAHA, FOR REAL!! BELIEVE ME!! i'm loving school yo!! HEY TEACHERS!!! DID YOU HEAR WHAT I SAID?? I'M LOVING SCHOOL!!! (k, now give me an A) lol jk xD but..shouldn't i get a price for loving school :O well, I'M DEFINITELY NOT OBSESSED WITH IT OR ANYTHING!! (that be creepy O_O).. i'm just loving it, because of health class (lol..), n my new fwendsss :3 n some other reason which i will not tell you here!!!!!!!!!!!!! BAMAMAMAMAMAMAMAMAMAMAMAA <- wtf ._.
..HASTA BANANA!!!! LOL :3 haha, my math teacher said that today!!! it was hillariouss!!! my friend was like "shouldn't it be hasta manana?" then the teacher was like "NOOO!! it's hasta banana :D" ....OMG I JUST REALIZED THAT HASTA BANANA = see you banana xDDD ahhahahah~ well guys, see you tomorrow ^^b i'll tell u more stuff tomorrow, after school.. I might post some stuff about what happened at school n stuff..
OH YAAAA~~~ I NEED TO SHOW THIS TO YOU ALL!!!
2NE1 = awesomeness!! righttt?? ^^
K BYE ALL
posted by: KatsumiNoDini
Labels: 2NE1 is awesome YG Entertainment In The Club I'm in a good mood random
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
I'm loving Tokio Hotel's new song: Automatic!! ^^
heres the song
!!DETAILS ABOUT ALBUM COMING UP YEAHHH~~!!
posted by: KatsumiNoDini